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Friday, January 2

How bad can you be feeling.....

.... without going insane?



I haven't slept that good this week, I still have that fuckin' flu and I had a theraphy today. And it shows.



I'm totally chrushed and exhausted and so very tired.



Sometimes I feel that no one understands me. No one can understand what I'm going through and how I feel deep inside. It's like you are different from everybody else. Special in some weird way... My hubby for example could never understand what I'm going through, but how could he when I'm not even sure myself?



Very dark is my world today, and I want to keep it that way, just for today I'll give in for these dark, gloomy thoughts and let them come to me, not fighting back. I'm too tired to fight today...



I think I'll go and sleep for awile.


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