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Thursday, February 5

Still alive...




I have been havin' a quite rough time lately... So I haven't have the strength to write anything in here But I have been writing in my own language to my other blog.



Well my depression is getting deeper and my medication changed after today's meeting with the doctor. I'm in total fatigue and still going to the day center every day. So I'm not feeling that well.

Hardest thing for me is that the doctor adviced me to take a break from my studies. It is a very difficult decision to me as I love my studies, but I understand that I'm not up for it right now.. Lots of tears I've had in my day...

But I'm lucky to have such wonderful friends, they are takin' care of me and are supporting me during this difficult time. But so that this isn't totally depressing post I'll add here some pics...



As I couldn't do paper because my thumb was lookin like this




My thumb is allright already it was just a cut... Nothing serious.



But here's the beautiful self-made paper that my friend made for me as my thumb was like that.





And then I want to show you what I personally did in DC for the first time in my life, felting... This is what I did, how do you like it? I'm very proud of it...




And few pics of my wonderful therapist Wilma. She stays with me at my sofa right beside me as she knows that I'm feeling sad and depressed. Then she comes to me to be cuddled and then she sets herself in a good position and goes to sleep. She can stay with me for hours like this. Aint she a cutest thing?


BTW. I finally now what I will be after my studies ( in english I mean)


I am student in Degree Program of Grafts an Recreation and when I graduate I will be a Bachelor of Culture and Arts...